Negative thoughts

I’m trying to sleep but I can’t
I’m trying to move on but I can’t
I’m holding myself back
As I try to hold on to you and the
Moments we shared
I’m trying to think positively but I can’t
I’m a negative person by nature
I see the worst in everything
And turn a blind eye to everything positive
How can one live like this?
It’s not living it’s merely surviving
With no self-esteem or confidence
Still I walk around with a smile o my face
Hiding away all the pain
Wiping away the tears that drop like rain
Once I’m alone it’s no holding back
The self hate comes into play
Why was I born if this is how I live?
Will I get a quick death or will it be slow and painful?

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